The way it moves in space is mesmerizing (at least to me),
and the way it feels -- almost like it is not there
but better.
by how much pleasure I get from their finished physical presence--
as much, indeed, as I receive from making them..
to depict the play of light and air on objects,
my yarn now gets to play these elemental forces all by itself.
the old and new are connected in an unexpected and essential way,
Or maybe it is not that at all
but rather because I don't really know what it is,
I keep being amazed.

isn't knowing that matters at all,
but noticing.